The  following is an excerpt from "Fountainhead" that I truly cherish. It is  something that in essence has stayed with me since the day I read it  the first time because I found perfect resonance in it. Some people and  their ideas ever so often make me want to revisit the idea and every  time I do that I have only found greater and greater acceptance for it.  The book fountainhead came to me, out of the blue, through a friend who  was reading it nearly 7 years ago. The opening page of the book gripped  me to an extent that I just went and bought the book. This was quite  special at that time because being a college student I wasn’t loaded  with finances but the book's hold was such that the one page I read was  enough to hook me on. Since then, it was only a matter of time that I  read most of Ayn Rand's works and so far I have not found a more  inspiring philosophy in all my readings.
  
 
  
Here  is the excerpt which proceeds as a monologue by the main protagonist -  Howard Roark, in the novel "Fountainhead" as he is defending himself in  the court of law, indicted as he was for the charge of blowing up a  major constructional project which was designed by him. 
  
 
  
"Thousands  of year ago, the first man discovered how to make fire. He was probably  burned at the stake he had taught his brothers to light. He was  considered an evil doer who had dealt with a demon mankind dreaded. But  thereafter men had fire to keep them warm, to cook their food, to light  their caves. He had left them a gist they had not conceived and he had  lifted darkness off the earth. Centuries later, the first man invented  the wheel. He was probably torn on the rack he had taught his brothers  to build. He was considered a transgressor who ventured into forbidden  territory. But thereafter, men could past an horizon. He had left them a  gift they had not conceived and he had opened the roads of the world.
  
 
  
That  man, the unsubmissive and the first, stands in the opening chapter of  every legend mankind has recorded about its beginning. Prometheus was  chained to a rock and torn by vultures - because he had stolen the fire  of the gods. Adam was condemned to suffer -  because  he  had eaten the fruit of the tree of knowledge. Whatever the legend,  somewhere in the shadows of its memory mankind knew that its glory began  with one, and that one paid for his courage.
  
 
  
Throughout  the centuries there were man who took first steps down new roads armed  with nothing but their own vision. Their goals differed, but they all  had this in common: that the step was first, the road new, the vision  unborrowed, and the response they received - hatred. The great creators,  the thinkers, the artists, the scientists, the inventors - stood alone  against the men of their time. Every great new thought was opposed.  Every great new invention was denounced. The first motor was considered  foolish. The aeroplane was considered impossible, The power loom was  considered vicious. Anesthesia was considered sinful. But the men of  unborrowed vision went ahead. They fought, they suffered and they paid.  But they won.
  
 
  
No  creator was prompted by a desire to serve his brothers, for his  brothers rejected the gift he offered and that gift destroyed the  soulful routine of their lives. His truth was his only motive. His own  truth and his own work to achieve it in his own way. A symphony, a book,  an engine, a philosophy, an aeroplane or a building - that was his goal  and his life. Not those who heard, read, operated, believed, flew or  inhabited the thing he had created. The creation, not its users. The  creation, not the benefits other derived from it. The creation which  gave form to his truth. He held his truth above all things and against  all men.
  
 
  
His  vision, his strength, his courage came from his own spirit. A man's  spirit however is his self. That entity which is his consciousness. To  think, to feel, to judge, to act are functions of the ego.
  
 
  
The creators were not  selfless.  It is the whole secret of their power -that it was self - sufficient,  self-motivated, self-generated. A first cause, a fount of energy, a life  force, a prime mover. The caretor served nothing and no one. He lived  for himself. 
  
 
  
And  only by living for himself was he able to achieve the thing which are  the glory of mankind, Such is the nature of achievement....
  
 
  
Man  cannot survive except through his mind. He comes on earth unarmed. His  brain is his only weapon. Animals obtain food by force. Man had no  claws, no fangs, no horns, no great strength of muscle. He must plant  his food or hunt it, To plant he needs a process of thought. To hunt,  he  needs weapons, and to make weapons - a process of thought. From this  simplest necessity to the highest religious abstraction, from the wheel  to the skyscraper, everything we are and everything we have comes from a  single attribute of man - the function of the reasoning mind.
  
 
  
But  the mind is an attribute of the individual. There is no such thing as a  collective thought. An agreement reached by a group of men is the  compromise or an average drawn upon many individual thoughts. It is a  secondary consequence. The primary act - the process of reasoning must  be performed by each man alone. We can provide a meal to each man but we  cannot digest it in a collective stomach. No man can use his lungs to  breathe for another man. No man can use his brain to think for another.  All the functions of the body and spirit are private. They cannot be  shared or transferred.
  
 
  
We  inherit the products of the thoughts of other men. We inherit the  wheel. We make a cart. The cart becomes an automobile. The automobile  becomes an aeroplane. But all through the process, whatever we receive  from the others is only the end product of their thinking.
  
The  moving force is the creative faculty which takes this product as  material, uses it and originates the next step. This creative faculty  cannot be given or received, shared or borrowed. It belongs to single,  individual men. That which it creates is the property of the creator.  Men learn from one another. But all learning is only the exchange of  material. No man can give another the capacity to think. Yet that  capacity is our only means of survival.
  
 
  
Nothing is given to man on earth. Everything he needs has to be produced. And here man faces his basic alternative: he  can survive in only one of the two ways - by the independent work of his own mind or  as  a parasite fed by the minds of others. The creator originates. The  parasite borrows. The creator faces nature alone. The parasite faces  nature through an intermediary.
  
 
  
The  creator's concern is the conquest of nature. The parasite's concern is  the conquest of men. The creator lives for his work. He needs no other  men. His primary goal is within himself. The parasite liuves  second-hand. He needs other. Others become his prime motive.
  
 
  
The  basic need of the creator is independence. The reasoning mind cannot  work under ant form of compulsion. It cannot be curbed, sacrificed or  subordinated to any consideration whatsoever. It demands total  independence in function and in motive. To a creator, all relations with  men are secondary.
  
 
  
The  basic need of a second-hander is to secure his ties with men in order  to be fed. He places relations first. He declares that man exists in  order to serve others. He preaches altruism.
  
 
  
Altruism is the doctrine which demands that man live for others and place others above self.
  
 
  
No  man can live for another. He cannot share his spirit just as he cannot  share his body. But the second hander has used altruism as a weapon of  exploitation and reversed the base of mankind's moral principles. Men  have been taught every percept that destroys the creator. Men have been  taught dependence as a virtue.
  
  
 
  
[How  and why that came about is something I fail to understand because our  need to create is so strong, I find it strange as to how it gets masked.  The reason probably lies in the fact that we lack the confidence that  comes from a very strong ego and therefore want the approval of other  people who are not simply related to us. This is a rational way of  living because you want to be loved and accepted for what you are not  who you are. This noble intention however becomes a beast in its own as  the self is lost and the opinion of others becomes the most important  aim in life - What begins then is a vicious cycle where one becomes a  slave to the society and loses a sense of self and then begins a downward spiral leading one to a second-handers' life!!
  
 
  
The man who  lives  for others is a dependant. He is a parasite in motive and makes  parasites of those he serves. The relationship produces nothing but  mutual corruption. It is impossible in concept. The nearest approach to  it in reality - the man who lives to others - is the slave. If physical  slavery is repulsive, how much more repulsive is the concept of  servility of the spirit? The conquered slave has  a  vestige of honor. He has the merit of having resisted and of  considering his condition evil. But the man who enslaves himself  voluntarily in the name of love is the basest of creatures. He degrades  the dignity of man and the conception of love. But this is the essence  of altruism.
  
 
  
Men  have been taught that the highest virtue is not to achieve but to give.  Yet one cannot give that which has not been created. Creation comes  before distribution - or there will be nothing to distribute. The need  of the creator comes before the need of any possible  beneficiary.  Yet we are taught to admire the second-hander who dispenses gifts he  has not produced above the man who made the gifts possible. We praise an  act of charity. We shrug at an act of achievement.
  
 
  
Men  have been taught that their first concern is to relived the suffering  of others. But suffering is a disease. Should one come upon it, one  tries to give relief and assistance. To make that the highest virtue is  to make suffering the most important part of life. The man must wish to  see others suffer - in order that he may be virtuous. Such is the nature  of altruism. The creator is not concerned with disease, but with life,  Yet the work of the creator has eliminated one form of disease  after another, in man's body and spirit, and brought more relief from suffering than any altruist could ever conceive.
  
 
  
Men  have been taught that it is a virtue to agree with others. But the  creator is the man who disagrees. Men have been taught that it is a  virtue to swim with the current. But the creator is the man who goes  against the current. Men have been taught that it is a virtue to stand  together. But the creator is the man who stands alone.
  
 
  
Men  have been taught that the ego is the synonym of evil, and selflessness  is the ideal if virtue. But the creator is the egotist in the  absolute sense, and the selfless man is one who does not think, feel, judge, or act. These are functions of the self.
  
 
  
Here the basic reversal is the most deadly. The issue has been perverted and man has been left no alternative -  and  no freedom. As poles of good and evil- he was offered two conceptions:  egotism and altruism. Egotism was held to mean the sacrifices of others  to self. Altruism - the sacrifice of self to others. This tied man  irrevocably to other man and left him nothing but the choice of pain:  his own pain borne for the sake of others or pain inflicted upon others  for the sake of self. When it was added that man must find joy in  self-immolation the trap was closed. Man was forced to accept masochism  as his ideal - under the threat that sadism was his only alternative.  This was the greatest fraud perpetrated on mankind.
  
 
  
This  was the device by which dependence and suffering were perpetuated as  fundamentals of life. The choice is not self sacrifice or domination.  The choice is independence or dependence. The code of the creator or the  code of the second-hander. This is the basic issue. It rests upon the  alternative of life or death. The code of the creator is built on the  needs of the reasoning mind which allows man to survive. The code of the  second-hander is built on the needs of a mind incapable of survival.  All that which proceeds from man's dependence upon man is evil.
  
 
  
The  egotist in the absolute sense of the word is not the man who sacrifices  others. He is the man who stands above the need of using others in any  manner. He does not function through them. He is not concerned with them  in any primary manner. Not in his aim, not in his motive, mot in his  thinking, not in his desires, not in the source of his energy. He does  not exist for any other man - and he asks no other man to exist for him.  This is the only form of brotherhood and mutual respect possible  between men.
  
 
  
Degrees  of ability vary, but the basic principle remains the same: the degree  of a man's independence, initiative, and persona love for his work  determines his talent as a worker and his worth as a man. Independence  is the only gauge of human virtue and value. What a man is and makes of  himself; not what he has or hasn’t done for others. There is no  substitute for personal dignity. There is no standard for personal  dignity except independence.
  
 
  
In  all proper relationships there is no sacrifice of anyone to anyone. An  architect needs clients, but he does not subordinate his work to their  wishes. They need him, but they do not order a house just to give him  commission. Men exchange their work by free, mutual consent to mutual  advantage when their personal interests agree and they both desire the  exchange. If they do not desire it, they are not forced to deal with  each other. They seek further. This is the only possible form of  relationship between equals. Anything else is a relation of slave to  master, or victim to executioner.
  
 
  
No  work is ever done collectively, by a majority decision. Every creative  job is achieved under the guidance of a single individual thought. An  architect requires a great many men ti erect his building. But he does  not ask them to vote on his design. They work together by free agreement  and each is free in his proper function. An architect uses steel,  glass, concrete, produced by others.  But the  materials remain just so much steel, glass and concrete until he touches  them. What he does with them is his individual property and his  individual product. This is the only pattern for proper cooperation  among men.
  
 
  
The  first right on earth is the right of the ego. Man's first duty is to  himself. His moral law is never to place his prime goal within the  persons of others. His moral obligation is to do what he wishes provided  his wish does not depend primarily on other men. This includes the  whole sphere of his creative faculty, his thinking, his work. But it  does not include the sphere of the gangster, the altruist and the  dictator.
  
 
  
A  man thinks and works alone. A man cannot rob, exploit or rule - alone.  Robbery, exploitation and ruling presuppose victims. They imply  dependence. They are the province of the second-hander.
  
  
 
  
Rulers  of men are not egotists. They create nothing. They exist entirely  through the persons of others. Their goal is in their subjects in the  activity of enslaving. They are as dependent as the beggar, the social  worker and the bandit. The form of dependence does not matter.
  
 
  
But  men were taught to regard second-handers - tyrants, emperors, dictators  as exponents of egotism. By this fraud they were made to destroy the  ego, themselves and others. The purpose of the fraud was to destroy the  creators. Or to harness them, Which is a synonym.
  
 
  
From  the beginning of history, the two antagonists have stood face to face:  the creator and the second-hander. When the first creator invented the  wheel, the first second-hander responded. He invented altruism.
  
 
  
The  creator - denied, opposed, persecuted, exploited - went on, moved  forward and carried all humanity along on his energy. The second-hander  contributed nothing to the process except the impediments. Te contest  has another name -the individual against the collective.
  
 
  
The  'common good' of a collective - a race, a class, a state - was the  claim and justification of every tyranny every established over men.  Every major horror of history was  committed in  the name of an altruistic motive. Has any act of selfishness ever  equaled the carnage perpetrated by disciples of altruism? Does the fault  lie in men's hypocrisy or in the nature of the principle?
  
 
  
The only good me can do to one another and the only statement of their proper relationship is - Hands off!"
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This is a philosophy that is different to understand and appreciate  and even more difficult to follow.
But,  as I see it, a true egoist is someone whose sense of self is so high  that he doesn't care for what the world thinks. He works of his own  merit and creates what he wants for the sheer joy of it, not with an eye  on what rewards or what awards he will get because of them. Public  appreciation does not matter because his sense of self is above that and  independent of the world. He does not dwell in the words, minds and  hearts of others. He is his own person. Radical, Yes! Difficult to  understand, Yes! Difficult to comprehend, Yes ! But it sure will be  amazing to be able to live like that...